Not so much the website, as what I’ve been watching for the last few months. I have a hard time being on Twitter these days because so many people I love and care about have gone. They didn’t get arrested. They didn’t die. They just left.
I’m also watching a vast majority of the ones who remain continue to fight, argue, bicker and overall just be petty. What the actual fuck are you doing?
I’m going to bring up J1nx again. While the problems happening have been problems long before him, I’ve seen a major amplification of them since he faked his death.
Yes, what he did was completely insane. It was awful and it hurt a lot of us. But he also admitted to what he had done. He came out and publicly apologized. He could have kept the act up and never come back to the internet. He could have let us continue to mourn him, but he didn’t.
He took responsibility for his mistakes- which makes him more brave and strong than most people. He hurt me a lot, long before we all mourned him, but I still care for him as a friend. I am very proud of him for admitting to his mistakes and not running away.
He’s not the only one who has been hurting his friends. I’ve seen a man I think of as a brother and once held the utmost respect for bully another friend off the internet. One friend turned another friend into the feds because she was angry at him.
Oh, and apparently everyone is still a fed. If there were feds yesterday, there’s feds today. There’s going to be feds tomorrow. If you’re not doing anything illegal why do you care? If you know someone did something illegal- keep your mouth shut like you promised them.
Why are we attacking each other? What do you hope to accomplish from it? How is this going to help any of us reach our end goals? It’s not. So knock it the fuck off.
I love you.